senses

when a door closes a new one opens, too bad the special door that closed cant ever be replace...

anyways... Life what can I say it's so funny =D I love life.
What can I do without friends? NADA! Days are passing so fast... Can't wait! =D

ps. I miss your little bro! IF I EVER SEE HIM IMA GIVE HIM A BIGGGGGGGGGGGG HUG =D!

beach 20 FEET HIGH WAVES - DOPE!

movies! love movie nights haha =D

=]

Jeric Joel Mo Fucken Devela
1. GOOD LIFE!
2. Beaches with the bestests.
3. Morongo... it was fun though!
4. Alone for 10 days.
5.brother tsaur!
6.Bestie!
7.Stiffy!
8. Thanks everyone for everythang! =D

Lets live life have fun with out worries =]!
Sky high Sky high Sky high!!! Please let me up there for a while!

all in all it was gewd i think?

beyond the thoughts! always think positive =]

If you want to get somewhere, you have to know where you want to go and how to get there. Then never, never, never give up.
The secret of life isn't what happens to you, but what you do with what happens to you.
Help other people to cope with their problems and your own will be easier to cope with.
Never use the word impossible seriously again. Toss it into the verbal wastebasket.
Self-trust is the first secret of success. So believe in and trust yourself.
Stand up to your obstacles and do something about them. You will find that they haven't half the strength you think they have.
Joy increases as you give it, and diminishes as you try to keep it for yourself. In giving it, you will accumulate a deposit of joy greater than you ever believed possible.
How you think about a problem is more important than the problem itself - so always think positively.
Go at life with abandon; give it all you've got. And life will give all it has to you.
Remember putting effort in what you have, you can make the impossible possible.

Everyone put your hands up high to reach the sky=]! ( ps.) I wont let anyone take you away from me.
the sky aint nothing but a limit. my limit is endless.

jeric joel mofawking devela.

were too young to know.

Am I seriously the only one really happy in the group?! whatta vice versa... everyone just smile and hope the best =]

#1 hey buddy ol' pal? we've been through thick and thin. Who's making you happy? I know I don't understand the situation because I've never been through what your going through now. I'm just letting you know you can make anything happen if you put your mind to it. Don't dwell in other peoples lives, Live your life how you used to live it. You are a fun and great person so I know you can make your self happy. Love you aki.

#2. Hey, whats wrong withchu? you putting blame on other people because you've got a disease. HEY! Dont trip chocolate chip. We wont treat you differently, Especially in my eyes you will still be the same person as I first saw. Don't get mad on little things and you know what? you are just ruining your life being mad all the time. Instead of wasting your time in being happy and making memories, you are just wasting your life in disappointment and suffering. Please come back=] i miss you. But hey thanks for always being there for me =]

#3. DONT EVER LET ANYONE PUT YOU DOWN. QUIT ASSUMING BECAUSE YOU'LL MAKE AN ASS OF YOU AND ME =D HAR HAR HAR. Hey you told me this wont change you too... What happened mr. bi polar? keep it real and quit lieing to your self. I know all yall better than ya think =] a mode = bad but your mode is even worse.

I know is weird huh? I put my self together and you guys were all there for me. kinda vise versa now. I am only one person and it feels like im always in the middle. Dont get mad because im always the same cheery person :] Ill try my best to do whatever it takes! you guys are like my family. Smile and you might believe your happy. NO one can make you happy but yourselves. Lets live our lives with everything we gots. lets make the impossible possible.

#4 I hope your happy I miss you lots =] thats all i gots to say Love you! =D

Time.

I want you to know that I'm waiting for you. Although I know I shouldn't be, I still am and I will be for a while. When will you come back in my life. hurry.

towards me

I did not know you still read my blog. Everything I wrote was how i feel and what i feel, but nothing towards you. Even though I feel the way i am, the only thing i want to be with you is just a goodfriend, nothing more. Dont get me wrong I am happy with my life, never trade it for the world

is space really the answer?

I am sorry that I have never been granted your full trust, I am sorry that I wasn't tangible at the moments needed, Despite what we have been through I would never trade it for anything life gives me, you are my strength, my soul and entire well being, From what I have done in the past to make you worry, I full heartedly apologize for those events. We've been through so many trials and tribulations, but why throw in the towel now when these instances have only made us stronger. No one will really know what is meant to be or what is in store for us in the far future, me as well as many others know, that you are the ONLY one that can dictate whether you are happy or not, Even though you say space is the only thing that can mend our wounds, The truth still stays that once we are together the old flame we once had will be rekindled.


You have made me scared of love. Give yourself a pat on the back, because now I feel impossible to reach. <<<<<<>>>>>>

Even though you broke my heart.. I think about something you did or said everyday and I still smile to myself. I hate how it ended and it makes me want to die, just knowing I'll never have you again.

fuh fuh fun in the sun?

hey, laaaaaalife
I need moh sleep, but it's alright! life is pretty swell. Fun times...Fun times just keeps on coming! Sun WHERE ARE YOUR FRIENDS THE CLOUDS?
hi, im jeric joel mofucking devela.
dropped off by a stork in march 19 1991.
a light skinned filipino.
mofucking graduated in Walnut HighSchool.
Hate mofucking spiders =\ cuhhhreeeeepy
love fambam.
meet my brothers, they da best, misss ya fraaaaaaaaankie.
loves to smile.
Doesnt like to get sad.
just keep it simple.=]
likes to meet new people.
AND REALLY LOVES TO LAUGH.

Hi world get at me! :]

as much as i hate to say.

I think my limit is finally comming to an end...I hate to say it but that's life? Maybe, just maybe this will make me feel better or just even worse. As much as i want you to trust me and love me like i do to you. I guess your mind is up. I dont want to change it, but it's an instinct to just do. I guess i really do love you. I want you there and here. i'm willing to risk it for my happiness. If no then im willing to risk not being you for my sake. my limit the sky is slowly turning in to a fog.

wish

wishing in 11:11 is a da real thang. only if you knew how much i care about you. you think this is easy to answer? I wish it was, then my mind wouldn't be so drained. The only thing i know is how feel about u. It never changed once, never even thought about anything else when you broke up with me. No matter what you do to me, i cant never let go of your hand... I supered GLUE THAT SHIT =D. please lemme gain your trust back. please lemme just be happy.

your thinking the best for you, while i think the best not for myself but for you too.

the winner is...!

You guys with all the rumors, with all the lies, with all the accusations, with all the hate for "us" made us stronger, but also made us fall.. Isn't it everything already over? Then why do you guys still try to make our life horrible? I already lost someone that can keep my mind sane, but now she's gone, so just please stop. Were already just "friends". But you guys still come up with silly games that hovers around us like bee's and honeys. I am out of highschool, I dont need your fun and games that will hurt people.