Saturday, August 22, 2009

disclosed

Summer is finally coming to an end. This summer had many ups and downs.
ups--
been out everyday
found a group that you can be with for a long time
made many new friends
friends that you know that are always there
no bullshit
love fest was dope
girlie
seeing the people got hurt alright
bought a hamster named batman
downs==
seeing richard, jun and landon cry
being in the hospital(#1 that sucks =[ #2 seeing patients that are hurt/sick #3 michelle #4 i hate hospitals)
the lost of someone in the end of summer, R.I.P
no mt sac classes so far -_-
army wont accept me
friends getting in to trouble
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Things that happened, Things people did, People suffering... At least we all know who the gewd people are. Don't dwell on anythang live your life to the fullest with full of happiness! thanks everyone in making mah life even better.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

slammed

It's over, its been over. I am pretty glad it happened this way and I've already moved on... Don't get me wrong, I miss her, but only as a friend. I know Mr.CC that you think I am not over e=mc2 because of my bracelet and other shit.. It's just that I feel naked without it.. after wearing it every day it feels like it is part of me(pretty gay i know haha). I understand your confused little mind because no one has never been confused before missssssssster! It's okay I understand what you were talking bout I just pretended not to know haha SARRIE! We don't know what the future will be no one will. So don't stress that mind of yours because I already stressed enough in the past. I'll still be the optimistic little self haha and oh yea I'm a dreamer.
sarrie again mister.

To you. Hey misssaay

Monday, August 10, 2009

farenheit 451

it is a special pleasure to see the things i saw, to see see thing blackened and changed. To see the whole world around me, to think that i thought this way. i wouldve never thought that i would live my life this way, by the things that happened in the past, im glad this is the way my life was meant to be, i can never imagine living it another way, being depressed or alone. my life is full of good hearted people, everyone is so different and unique in their own way, i appreciate who they are. i've never regretted on moment of my life. i would never change any thing that happened whatsoever : ) even though people say i chose some bad friends and some good friends no matter waht they say i know that everyone has good in their heart. Each person taught me something once at least therefore i am strong as i am now. So this is for the friends and family that are up in the sky watching me now. kevin fu, chris henningsfield, michael tan, uncle budz.

p.s have a good one suckaaa : )

p.s.s Good to be free just like a bird with no one ever slapping you down. flap your wings up to the sky until you know you are happy. Do whatever youwant, move whereever you want, do the things that will satisfy your dreams. even tho the rain will stop you from flapping just remember that the rain will go away and you will flap again another day.

--jeric joel mofuckin devela

Friday, August 7, 2009

underground beneath the surface..

Summers coming to an end.. hoping it'll end with a blast!
7 more days for love fest.

I know you are trying your best.. and I know the past was the past, I'm sorry that I grew up the person that you didn't want me to be.. Don't get me wrong, but I am satisfied with the life I lived. I actually felt bad for once, when you invited me to go out somewhere and I couldn't, the face you gave me was a depressed face that I couldn't take out of my mind. I am sorry that I was reckless, stupid, and unique. You made me who I am and I got stronger because of you. I love you and the things you think.... Sometimes I wished that you used your ears instead of your eyes. We are different you are stubborn and bias, while i actually care what others think.

I can't wait to show you up in your face and tell you hey I'm successful without you, but thanks for always being there for me.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

bull shit

phillips pizza looked gewd in the outside but its hurting me in the endside. FUCK STOMACH ACHES ENUF SAID!

hey yo lay low!


our ugly faces

gay faces

smile =D
stephanie is behind us
HAHAAHAH this one made me laugh

times rough,times weird, in the end finally its going great...
my life IS where it is suppose to be.
SMILE =D