boop pa poop

wham bham kazaam is all i can say.

chan chan

We've been through alot huh? haill yeah! First I met the fat lard tiffany, Rusty Black mamba, and Chan chan The ghost, by E=mc2. I really met you guys that day when fannie was going to ask johnnie to sadies. OH MAN WHEN I FIRST SAW CHAN CHAN... I didnt know what to say. I WAS LIKE THIS IS THAT NIGGAH THAT ALMOST KILLED YOU AT GMR? THIS NIGGAH ALREADY LOOKS DEAD + his funny raybans...-_- jk!

anyways to cut things short.


Dear Chan MAN,
Hey, I don't know when you will be able to read this and all, but I hope it's soon.
Hey Mr. COCKY always thinking you can get girls.. haha jkays I think that was one of our first conversations. How all the girls in diamond ranch kneels before your feet, wow you sure were one of my highlights of my days. Even though most of our memories were eating macdonalds all day at least we never get bored. You never seem to fail when we want to go out, you were always there even if you were going to get introuble. I remember when we had that competition who would get the girl first between you and nick and i almost gave up on you... BECAUSE YOU HAD NO CLUE ON WHAT THE FUCK YOU WHERE DOING. haha jkays Im glad i was your So called "wingman" Its been fun hanging out with you most of mah days. I hope you stay safe and get buff. I wish you will miss us as much as we miss you. We wont ever replace our sperm in our group and the man who kills cars."its okay-_- im an animal killer for some reason-_-" But hey Dont let anyone put you down or put down your dreams.. be the man who you want to be.
be gewd. mister. Chan chan.
it feels like i knew you forever coz we hang so fucking damn much.

ps. JUSTIN SAYS HI YOU MOTHA FUCKIN PALE ASS MOTHA FUCKING MOTHA FUCKING SPERM.
Jeric- hey man... ill karate chop your dad for you JK he still thinks im a homosexual -_- i bet when you come back he will still think the same of me. Can i cuddle with him while ur gone. SIKE-_-

peace in the middle east
jeric joel mo fucking devela

friends.

Haha I remember everything.. of course I do. Things may have happened this way.. But it doesn't mean life moves on? right? =] Of course your right, We live our individual lives now and barely even know whats going on with each others. It's okay trust me. It's not like we can not be friends? It is better that way, no more pain and suffering for the both of us. Even though our memories are strong, I dont ever want to hurt you again. I'm just glad to call you mah friend. Keep on smiling you fattie mac fat fat =D e=mc2

personal message to you.-=Never let anyone ever put you down, keep on smiling if someone says its impossible, let them know you can change anything in your own hands. When one person does bad, it doesnt mean he's the mascot for every other guys. Listen to your instinct and just follow your heart. Be who you are and just have fun and live life! I was right gurls suck more =] I win! haha jk

yours truly
jeric joel mofucking devela

ps. thanks for the american apparel that we bothed shopped online LOL =D

can we kick it? yes you can

It's been too much already, too much friends/families I've lost. In the beginning I've suffered pain and misery..I learned from many experiences to endure the pain and kill it. To extinguish the fact that every one dies and people moves on. Of course, it's naive of what i've done. To take out the emotion that is needed for people to remember the love ones that was in there life time. After a few deaths and a few lost I didn't seem to care what happens to the others. I will treasure the things that I have and will not dwell on the things that I've have lost. 

 I learned a new method recently. I will embraced them with everything I have until they are gone. I will appreciate that they chose to be with me, they chose to endure the same hardship and misery with me, and they chose to be with me when times were merry and adventitious.  I will keep in mind that our memories will never be lost in my heart. 

To the close friends I have now and the past... No matter where you guys are now, you guys were and will always be special in my EYES.

-jeric joel MOfawking Devela

keep on smiling =]!

disclosed

Summer is finally coming to an end. This summer had many ups and downs.
ups--
been out everyday
found a group that you can be with for a long time
made many new friends
friends that you know that are always there
no bullshit
love fest was dope
girlie
seeing the people got hurt alright
bought a hamster named batman
downs==
seeing richard, jun and landon cry
being in the hospital(#1 that sucks =[ #2 seeing patients that are hurt/sick #3 michelle #4 i hate hospitals)
the lost of someone in the end of summer, R.I.P
no mt sac classes so far -_-
army wont accept me
friends getting in to trouble
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Things that happened, Things people did, People suffering... At least we all know who the gewd people are. Don't dwell on anythang live your life to the fullest with full of happiness! thanks everyone in making mah life even better.

slammed

It's over, its been over. I am pretty glad it happened this way and I've already moved on... Don't get me wrong, I miss her, but only as a friend. I know Mr.CC that you think I am not over e=mc2 because of my bracelet and other shit.. It's just that I feel naked without it.. after wearing it every day it feels like it is part of me(pretty gay i know haha). I understand your confused little mind because no one has never been confused before missssssssster! It's okay I understand what you were talking bout I just pretended not to know haha SARRIE! We don't know what the future will be no one will. So don't stress that mind of yours because I already stressed enough in the past. I'll still be the optimistic little self haha and oh yea I'm a dreamer.
sarrie again mister.

To you. Hey misssaay

farenheit 451

it is a special pleasure to see the things i saw, to see see thing blackened and changed. To see the whole world around me, to think that i thought this way. i wouldve never thought that i would live my life this way, by the things that happened in the past, im glad this is the way my life was meant to be, i can never imagine living it another way, being depressed or alone. my life is full of good hearted people, everyone is so different and unique in their own way, i appreciate who they are. i've never regretted on moment of my life. i would never change any thing that happened whatsoever : ) even though people say i chose some bad friends and some good friends no matter waht they say i know that everyone has good in their heart. Each person taught me something once at least therefore i am strong as i am now. So this is for the friends and family that are up in the sky watching me now. kevin fu, chris henningsfield, michael tan, uncle budz.

p.s have a good one suckaaa : )

p.s.s Good to be free just like a bird with no one ever slapping you down. flap your wings up to the sky until you know you are happy. Do whatever youwant, move whereever you want, do the things that will satisfy your dreams. even tho the rain will stop you from flapping just remember that the rain will go away and you will flap again another day.

--jeric joel mofuckin devela